Thursday, May 5, 2011

Ho-Hum

there really isn't much to report this cycle. i'm 9dpiui, but everything feels the same as last month (minus the fact that the boobs are a little more sore this time around). if i'm being completely honest with myself, i really don't think it worked this time around either. i'm not really a pessimistic person most of the time (maybe it's the hormones), but i feel pretty certain that i'm not pregnant. i'm surprisingly okay with it. i feel totally calm, still hopeful that it will work eventually, and kind of content with the outcome of this cycle.

overall this has been a really long week. it probably doesn't help that i'm living alone these days. i'm adjusting better than i thought i would, getting used to going to bed alone and coming home to just a couple of cats. B and i skype every night, which is great, but it's just not the same as having him here. at least i get to fly up there early in the morning and spend the whole weekend with him...celebrating un-mother's day. ;)

the highlight of my week, though, has been that my silhouette sd showed up. B ordered it for me the weekend before last and it was waiting for me when we got home from the beach sunday night. i am having a blast playing around with it! y'all should be excited about it too, because it means lots more give-aways in the future!

7 comments:

Baby Hopes said...

That is awesome! Looks like fun! Thinking of you and hoping for wonderful news soon!

New Year Mum said...

Sorry to hear that you're not feeling that this cycle is working... but hormones really don't help with feeling positive :( Don't give up hope... we're all here with our FXd. Love always xoxo

Bridget said...

I hope you have a great visit with your hubby- I don't know how I would handle being without mine, you're one strong girl!!

Amanda said...

I'm still holding out hope for you! This is the hardest part of the TWW I find..

Glad you're adjusting well and keeping busy (what a cool toy), have a great weekend with B!!

Rebecca said...

I hate that "meh" feeling. Keeping everything crossed.

That silhouette thing looks awesome!

amiracle4us said...

I dont know about that gadget!!! Is it like the cricut!!!
SOOOO cute :)

JustHeather said...

That silhouette gadget looks awesome! Have fun with it.

Sorry you're feeling bleh and not so optimistic about this cycle. I've been feeling that more and more about each cycle lately. And like you, I'm not a pessimistic person, most of the time. It's just hard to overcome the feeling sometimes when there's been so many more BFNs (too many to count) than BFPs (0).

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...